Finding Joy in Snarkville

I’ve been giggling to myself all morning as I’ve been pulling this post together.  You see, I grew up in the South — the part of this country where we capitalize the name and we know the joys of mild winters, humid summers, and the most Perfect Spring(tm).

In the city I was a child in, when spring sprung, literally the whole city was afire with color.  I can vividly remember feeling like overnight we’d go from dead and lifeless to SPRING!!!  The azealas would bloom, all the bulbs would bloom at the same time affording you the joy of watching the daffodils and tulips compete for glory.  You would see the Magnolia’s in full color along side the Bradford Pears and Apple and Cherry blossoms.

I grew up convinced there could be nothing more beautiful.

I moved to the tropic south (note the lack of capital letter) for about 14 years and learned more about heat, humidity, and tropical thunder storms.  There was little color outside other than green.  And because outside was generally always available (and the number of bugs), there was never any joy in actually going outside.  I joke with my friends here that I never understood why anyone would want to actually eat outside — eating outside was like the children’s table to me — the place you were forced to eat when eating would be a mess.

Then Winter happened here.  Months of gray. Months of snow. Months of stark.  Don’t get me wrong, I’m not jaded yet.  I thrilled over the simple and small changes that winter holds, how water melts even in sub-zero weather; how the white snow makes the cardinal families pop red; and how quiet everything is.

More slowly than when I was a child and the world warmed seemingly over night, the ground warmed.  The sun shone again, all bright and yellow.  I’d peek outside and see greens and living things popping up like “Look at me, I survived the winter.”  We didn’t live in this house last spring, so I’ve been marveling at what is coming up and perhaps what the squirrels have relocated.

Slowly here, color is unfurling.  The bulbs bloom in stages, and right now the color is all yellow.  The daffodils are in full bloom, but the tulips are slowly coming up behind them.  And just like those bulbs who are uncurling their leaves, I’ve been shedding my winter skin and heading outside to warm up in the sun too.  I may be longing to lay on a blanket in the grass (something, I assured I’ve never wanted to do in my life); I’m spending more hours outside than in these days — just soaking up spring.  I’ve marveled at the noise of it all.  My birds are nesting and talking in their ways.  Some of my favorite birds are returning.  Today alone, I’ve watched the bunny population frolic (for there is no other word for it) in our yards.  I’ve heard the call of kids long silent in the snow calling to play to run and jump and get dirty as kids ought to do.  I’ve felt the soil in my fingers as I’ve planted new plants — little glimmers of hope that winter really is behind us and the warmth of summer is ahead.

I’ve fallen in love with this spring process, the slowness of its beginning, the glory of its splendor, the delight in how there is literally hope in every corner of nature.

I may be a transplanted Southern girl — who will always be Southern no matter how far above the Mason/Dixon I live.  But I could seriously embrace this kind of spring.  This spring isn’t Southern Belles with flashy bonnets and hoop skirts — this spring is liking watching a baby wake up in the sun light; at first she’s scrunchy and a little fussy at being woken, but the sun warms the face and the smile begins and you can hear the giggles at the sheer joy of not missing the fun— that is truly Yankee Spring.

Oh, did you want photos?

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